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AlwaysAlways, always I watched you
Every day more you grew
Even until I saw you anew...
Now, you're gone from me
Always, always I knew you
Every action and word and deed
You did not know I was there...
Never did you know me
Always, always I loved you
Your grace, your heart, your mind
All day and night I wanted you near
- a soft touch, a gentle caress-
Yet never were our two lives so...
And your paths were not to cross
You elude me for the second time
FallingFalling only brings us further
From the thing that was our life
Falling only takes us closer
To the end of all our strife...
Why have I now abandoned
All I valued in my life?
Why are all my friends within me?
Only echoes in my mind...
I am left with all these reasons
To no longer love that life
I am left with guilt and treason
I had love for those behind
Do you think you have deceived me?
Do you think you can control me?
Do you want to leave me falling,
Falling through the mists of time
I know I can never return
To the ones I left behind
I must stay here now forever
Falling through the sands of time
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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